Back to work

Well, I'm back at work and couldn't be happier ... actually that's a total lie, but it should be obvious by now :)

We had Matthew's cremation on Friday and I'm hoping that will give us some form of closure but today is one full week since he was born so it feels a bit wierd. Nothing at the office has really changed but somehow it feels like the world is going on around me and I'm not really involved in it, I guess everything will settle with time but it's just .. odd ..